-Veinal Anovyn-

Aku mengenalnya melalui dunia maya. Secepat itu aku menyukainya. Celotehannya yang amat jenaka, membuatku samakin nafus untuk bertemu dengannya. Dia pintar memikat dengan charm-nya. Seorang yang berwibawa lagi bijaksana.

Aku terus menunggu dan menunggu hingga waktu habis berlalu. Aku ingin mengenalkan diri terlebih dahulu. Tapi apa daya, aku pemalu. Aku hanya bisa menatapnya dari jauh. Dengan hati berbalut selimut sendu.

Ya, sudah berapa kali aku tertawa karenanya. Aku selalu bahagia ketika melihat namanya. Hanya nama, belum lagi potret dirinya. Bisa pingsan aku dibuatnya.

Ah, kamu, andai saja kamu mengetahui keberadaanku, apa kamu masih mau terdiam bisu? Dalam tawa bahagia yang terlihat palsu, karena kamu sibuk membatu. Ingin rasa kubertemu, tapi apa daya, kita terpisah ruang dan mungkin waktu.
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-Veinal Anovyn-

Hi, Susan.

Halo, Susan.

Selamat sudah lulus SMA.

Nasihat saya yang pertama: rajinlah membaca.

Baca, baca, dan baca. Mau kamu sudah lulus sekolah, kuliah, atau bahkan sudah bekerja: baca, baca, dan baca.

Nasihat saya yang kedua: rajinlah belajar.

Sekali lagi, mau kamu sudah lulus sekolah, kuliah, atau bahkan sudah bekerja: rajinlah belajar. Because just like loving, learning is a lifetime job.

Nasihat saya yang ketiga: pintar-pintarlah dalam memilih teman.

You are who you hang out with. Grow up, don't grow down. Place yourself in an environment which pushes you forward.

Dah, itu aja.

Sama anu, safety comes first.
That includes sex, just in case you're planning to have one in the future.

believing in you

Clock hanging on my wall
time like a friend
ticking reminding me it isn't
fast moving through me
car taking me somewhere new
driving looking at you
road a turn you made
direction that leads you here
path we are on together
stones like arrows if you get lost
tomb letting thoughts die
lost in a thought you told me
love what are you thinking
emotion burning inside
strong like arms to hold me
faith believing in you

be(lie)ve?

what can I do to make you believe?
If I really can't to stop loving you ..
to stop thinking of you ..
and I don't know why,
you always in my mind ..
so? why I really want to leave you?
not me, want to do that, but my heart ..
If you hurt me, can my heart keep survive to loving you?
maybe not, my heart can't to be your toy?
I know you understand
so, can you promise to keep your promise?
to don't make me dissapointed?
If you love me, you will ..
because I don't want to feeling apart again ..
and lose someone like you ..
cause the truth to find another boy
to changed you in my heart,
not easier like I think ..
the pinkie promise we made
I will keep that promise
to never leave you
to keep with you
to love you always ..

It's Love - Taeyeon & Sunny [OST. Heading To The Ground]

When I walked besides you
My heart keeps trembling the whole day through
Alone, thinking about you
Always keeping memories you marked

Even if we accidently meet each other
I will seemingly looking down
Even when you and I surprisingly meet
I'll only know to expose a shy little smile

Do you understand it now?
Do you see through my heart now?
The love that comes silently
Did you...Did you hear it now?

It was my love since the beginning
That warmly shines on my icy heart
The love that comes to me step by step
Although I'm a bit afraid...

The one that moved me, my love
Just like the rain, disrupted my heart
My heart...my heart is already in love
Missing you so...

Do you understand it now?
Do you see through my heart now?
The love that comes silently
Did you...Did you hear it now?

It was my love since the beginning
That warmly shines on my icy heart
The love that comes to me step by step
Although I'm a bit afraid...

The one that moved me, my love
Just like the rain, disrupted my heart
My heart...my heart is already in love
Missing you so...

This should be love...