be(lie)ve?

what can I do to make you believe?
If I really can't to stop loving you ..
to stop thinking of you ..
and I don't know why,
you always in my mind ..
so? why I really want to leave you?
not me, want to do that, but my heart ..
If you hurt me, can my heart keep survive to loving you?
maybe not, my heart can't to be your toy?
I know you understand
so, can you promise to keep your promise?
to don't make me dissapointed?
If you love me, you will ..
because I don't want to feeling apart again ..
and lose someone like you ..
cause the truth to find another boy
to changed you in my heart,
not easier like I think ..
the pinkie promise we made
I will keep that promise
to never leave you
to keep with you
to love you always ..